IT MAKES ME WANNA PUKE!

Hello,
Here is your conscience.. I'm back again.
I know you missed me.
But I was never really gone.
I was always there and manipulated your actions.
And now...you're so depressed and suicidal.
Look what you've done to yourself!
You destroyed your mind, your soul and in the end your body.

Was it all worth it?

 

I hate you for what you've done to me.

And I hate myself, because I allowed, that you're hurting me!

I hate you, because you're always in my mind.

I hate you because you're the biggest reason to kill myself!

 

I feel so fucking sick. 

You and your lies are making me sick, fucker.

But for all that, I can't forget you.

I think, I will never do. 

I HATE YOU SO MUCH!

 

How can I fly when my wings are broken?

I don't know what I should feel or do anymore.

Everything fucked up.

You're still there.
But I don't want it anymore...I think so..

I want a "normal" life with someone who cares.

Not even like you.

You're not interested in anything of my fucking life!

And you say you love me.. 

I don't believe any word.